Well, whaddya know? It’s Thursday. Thursday is weigh-in day at ChezPicky, though you wouldn’t know it in blogland these days. It is still a food and family blog, with a weekly update on MsPicky’s ongoing relationship with the scale. Summer was particularly busy, and fall has proven to be as well. I realized that blogging my weekly weight change does hold me to some accountability, though I really don’t think the 900-some folks who have found this blog since April are really looking to see that I gained .3 lbs last week. While it does feel a bit self-indulgent, or obsessive-compulsive, or whatever, I’ve decided to continue.
I have found accountability in so many of the wrong places over the years, as in losing weight to please people, look more attractive, etc. That kind of accountability is fleeting. Leads to the “disease to please”. Bad.
I have put my accountability onto other people by over-reliance on weight loss support groups. Support is great, but I have found that I burn out on groups over time, and I need to learn to rely on myself which is the hardest thing to do because I also cut myself the most slack… a nasty little habit. Supporting others is so rewarding and, weight or not, it’s plain good to have friends who can relate to the struggle. However, finding a balance where people are supportive without owning other people’s problems is difficult. After awhile, though, the relationships just can’t revolve around weight. Hence, the blog.
I am accountable to ether, and if someone finds this blog and finds it helpful, well, that just makes my day.
Quick shopping tip o’ the day
We have discovered delicious corn chips at Winco. They are called Flax Seed Corn Chips, and they can be found in the bulk food bins. The ingredient list is short and sweet: masa, flax seed, soybean oil, and sea salt. Swear to God, they taste just like Fritos. And, as usual, PickyGirl won’t give them the time of day. They have brown things on them, you know…sheesh.